Saturday, 28 November
2015
Dear Diary
Today was a very boring day
and I was kind of tired. I feel that my cousin is sometimes kind of repulsive
towards me but I don’ tell anyone. I feel that what’s the use of telling, I
have done that a lot of times and it only makes the victim hate you more. I
don’t understand what’s happening to me. Its kind of a strange country to me
and a few days back I was not able to understand what to do. In India it was
way more casual about friendship, over here the studies are way more relaxed
but moral values are most looked into. Friendship over here are made on moral
values not on how cool you are. I don’t understand why I keep wasting my time
on cheating myself, I sometimes like keep these khan academy and duolingo as a
cover for what I am doing, and I don’t get what I am doing it for, is it to get
entertainment time or am I being greedy. Its hard on me to keep moving from on
place to place because it is hard to
make good friends in this country. But
to tell you the truth I just have the capacity for two more moves. Nowadays mom
thinks that I don’t spend enough time speaking with her, I think that’s kind of
true because I am getting attracted to all useless stuff and not concentrate on
important studies. Mom also thinks that I am getting lean because of not eating
well, and that’s true because I lost about 1 and a half kg of weight. Right now
I am at 40.8 kg from 42.5 kg. I don’t know why that is happening, the only
reason I can think is that I am not taking a good diet. In the time I get bored
I read about futuristic vehicles like tesla model s, toyota mirai etc. I have
a few friends but the first time I went on a kind of play date was when I met one of my friend,
thomas near the lake and biked with him but I ended up injuring my finger badly
and that kind of sucked. But still I need to focus on what I do and deserve,
not on what I want. Oh and one more thing I have a new home and new start to
make, so lets get rolling.
Great expression of thoughts !! You have a unique style of story telling. Keep it up. I agree that too many moves in the recent past has taken a toll on you, but you have managed very well so far. I think we all would agree about that learning the cultural and social norms are supremely important in a new country. To give you an example, if you got lost in a jungle and ended up living with a tribe, would you not have to learn their ways? It may not be easy but it is important. Lastly, life is neither fair nor unfair. It is a mix of happiness, challenges, struggles, emotions, successes etc - this is simply the nature of life. We will do well by accepting this. Great people have always overcome their daily battles by seeing the opportunity in adverse situation. - Vimal
ReplyDeleteBeautifully written! Keep your head high and be strong (I know you are). If you need any help on anything, I am here to help you.
ReplyDeleteNo better way to express your thoughts... People come, people go. We make new friends and lose touch with old ones. But through this, remember one thing, family will always be your constant. At every step, we'll all be here to guide you, encourage you, watch you rise and help you when you're down. Life is never gonna be a easy journey, just never stop believing in yourself. :)
ReplyDeleteHi Harsh, what I can make out from your writing is you are a humble young fellow.
ReplyDeleteIts difficult now to adjust but trust me what ever moment you are living today you ll miss it tomorrow so always enjoy every bit of it. Life is all about exploring and challenging your self, if its all obvious and stagnant its not life...it BORING LIFE hahah...
jokes apart just remember, moving water is always fresh,stagnant water turns into a dirty lake.:)